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Sometimes love wins.
And sometimes it loses. But every time I even think about talking to David, I get this urge to stop myself. Why? Because he called me selfish. That is not something that I will just take lightly. He said “I hope you have a nice life.” I am glad he wished this for me, because I am having a GREAT time without him. He graduated today. It’s not like I went. He wouldn’t have been able to find me anyway. I know he doesn’t care about me anymore, and that’s okay. I don’t expect him to go to my graduation. I wouldn’t, in a million years, expect anything out of him because my whole time with him was just a time of disappointments and worrying about stuff, that I now realize wasn’t even worth my time or effort.
I thank him for giving me another thing to add to my mental list of qualities I do and don’t want in a husband.
By the way, If this makes me IMMATURE for writing about my feelings, because I have them too, then so be it. I don’t care because you guys are five less things I have to worry about in my life without you.
